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♥ Wednesday, 20 August 2008


What are FRIENDS?
FRIENDS are people who care for their FRIENDS??
Those who make use of their FRIENDS are not FRIENDS??
But BETRAYER??

I DON'T KNOW
I'm getting miserable...
I don't understand the TRUE meaning of a FRIEND?
Or even WHAT DO I WANT/NEEDS FRIENDS for?

I think the HISTORY is going to REPEAT?
I DON'T WISH/WANTS to REPEAT the HISTORY.

Last time just because of one entire person,the word "BEST FRIEND" is out of my dictionary.
I can't afford to REPEAT the HISTORY again.
Is DAMN FUCKING HELL!!
I can't control it...
Or i can do is talk to someone to seek HELP!!
Who can Help me??
NONE???
Can't find a suitable one.

I'm always being the LISTENER!!!
Who can be my LISTENER??

Maybe some can be my LISTENER...
But i ...
Forget it!!

It's not the perfect time to talk about all this now...
It's meaningless..

Maybe the word 'friends' is meaningless in my dictionary...
I DON'T KNOW...
I need sometime...
I need to check it out myself...

FRIENDS are not trustworthy??
I DON'T KNOW

Four person i'm always the one being left out..
DON'T KNOW what to do...
NOTHING could be done...
THEY always having fun within themselves.

And the attitude nowadays i wanted to give to them is 'WHAT THE...'
I don't know what to do...
I only can withstand this friends relationship by keeping myself dumb...
Tell them also no use...they will just heck care.
I don't like it.

I'm sorry to one girl...
This friendship might not be as strong as a wall..
There is some hole needed to be mend.
A contractor is needed to mend it...

pekkay 0825pm

Blogged @ 8/20/2008


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